| TRISH |
[Jan. 30th, 2006|07:59 pm] |
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| |  peaceful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Of The Girl by Pearl Jam | ] |
I don't think I have ever been happier in my life. Although it is only 17 years into my life, its as if nothing like this has even competed with what I am feeling now. Sure a vacation to Seattle was great to see my favorite band and that was true happiness but that was temporary, right now its permanent. It has only been a month, a fast month of my life but this whole month has been full of love. No I'm not talking about my guitar obsession sounds or doing good in a certain area such as school, I'm talking about my girlfriend Trish. And I can't say this to her because I tell her sometimes and she enjoys it, yet actually loves it but I think its just enough already with telling her that I got to show her. And I have showed her, maybe not the best I can but I have and will continue to do so. I know I am only young and haven't experienced the "real world" of life but if this is what true love is then it is fucking spectacular. The good times and even the bad/rough times you go through, the end result is the greatest thing you could achieve, and you have to keep at it although I haven't been there yet. Just walking down a hallway with her for just 3 minutes or just 30 seconds, makes you realize how much your enjoying that moment and you can't do nothing but smile. Sounds like an average teen-age relationship where the "I love yous" come out of no where but I have never had a relationship as great as this and now for me when I say "I love you" or something along those lines, I really truely mean it with all my heart. When you leave each other from a certain hang out or date or even school, I actually get kind of emotional by missing her, today I almost cried. The greatest moments are just sitting on a bed or on a couch and just holding each other watching tv, knowing that someone is there for you at anytime during that duration of time with as much love as you feel for her. |
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[Dec. 1st, 2005|09:28 pm] |
im drained
in every way possible |
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| Fucked Up |
[Oct. 17th, 2005|10:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  thirsty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Custard Pie by Led Zeppelin | ] |
I'm sick of being sick, makes me angry face |
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[Sep. 28th, 2005|04:45 pm] |
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| | satisfied | ] |
oh man today
i get into school as i see mr. grasso yelling at this girl that gave him an attitude back, there both yelling at each other like little 7 year olds...funniest shit ive ever seen in my life at SJB
i just ate like a big box of sugar cookies =D =D
WOOHOO 3 MORE DAYS!!!
(until i go to boston this weekend to see the yankees and red sox play with my cousin and then we are going to Philly to see a Pearl Jam concert!! :D) |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 18th, 2005|09:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stardog Champion by Mother Love Bone | ] |
people are fucking cunts
why dont they just stop being assholes and do whats best, kill themselves
this week has probably been the worst and most depressing since, well in a while...and its funny because im doing what i used to do....be really really depressed hoping to talk to someone about how much life sucks, yet i always have a smile on my face in school because no one gives a shit about how u really feel so you just put on a mask and pretend everything is alrite, but when you get home you jump in bed and sleep until the next morning because there is nothing better to do than that
i should just slit my wrist and get it over with (or not), that or become a cerial killer and kill everyone i know with a few exceptions |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 15th, 2005|08:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  and tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Catholic Block by Sonic Youth | ] |
I'm so fucking mentally tired of so much shit. Not just because of school (fuck school), but i just hate this house i live in. I'm expected to do everything while my mother and uncle sit on their ass and do nothing. My grandmother is old and cant do as much so I have to do everything. People just walk into my room and turn things on or off, open or close things, and then I get home and my mother says "look what i found!" holding a joint in her hand, you know what, big fucking deal. My mother is a joke, she can be cool but u know, 99% of the time its her time of the month...she fuckin just sits there and is like yeah im not going out to get you a book for tomorrow, so then she gets pissed i take her car out to go get it...then my uncle being a complete asshole, makin fun of me and shit...and when i make him look like a bitch he has to go and tell my grandma something i didnt do like a litle 9 year old to get me introuble....its rediulous, i cant get my own privacy, i was sitting in my room naked cuz i just took a shower and in comes my mom saying she was going to go through my closet, fuckin knock bitch....then its better when your called useless after saying im going to apply to this school, yeah thats great, great parenting there whore bag...plus im not aloud to play guitar anymore, the only thing that i enjoy in this house i cant play because its too loud, well good job telling me i can get my guitar equiptment and then saying i cant use it
then when your depressed/tired/insomnia....all these freshmen on the bus dont know when the fuck to shut up until you get in there face about it, after that they still dont know when to stfu
god damn...
everyone in school is gay, i think the only person im happy to see in school is Kayla and Joel because there not assholes like everyone else
and then you got the great Mr. Fazio...asshole, fucking i go to his office today saying our family cannot afford the junior fee...then he goes on saying...you go to st. johns for 6000$ a year and ur family cant afford 175$...im like check the records buddy we only have a year paid, we sitll have 2 more to pay and we didnt pay last years fee because we were still broke, so dont judge me just because i go to an expensive school...then after feeling like an asshole he says you didnt shave today heres an infraction and tells me to leave...CUNT |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2005|11:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | rejected | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Death From Above 1979 - "Little Girl" | ] |
Confusing day in a way. I woke up today, turned on my computer, the whole thing crashed. I called placed to help, but they didnt know shit. I fixed it myself after 3 hours. People are stupid. I found a cool new band, Death From Above 1979...check them out or something.
I realized today that im a fucking loser. I say, hey im gonna make plans with people, and then i dont, and when i do...i cant cuz im a fucking idiot. See if i had a girlfriend i wouldnt have to worry about making plans, i would just hang out with her all the time, but im useless so whats the point in someone liking me?
i put a cool new backround on my desktop, its all like peacefull and stuff
my fucking guitar still hasnt come here, i ordered it like 4 weeks ago, im pissed
then fucking dan rooney doesnt wanna be friends with me anymore and is a fucking pussy cuz he says that i copy him and i do all this stuff i dont diserve and all this other crap, hes just fuckin jealous...fucking cock licker...says all this shit about me and cant back it up, then tells people he doesnt wanna fight me...fucking, if ur going to say shit about someone be prepared to fight bitch...ive been good friends with him for 2 years, jeez i was in a band with the kid
anyway...yesterday i went to ray foster's house with dann moller...we met at chucky cheese's ... it was cool we made fun of little kids...we ran across sun rise highway for our lives to get to rays house...his sister got us dominos and beer and we watched porn |
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| ah poo |
[Aug. 12th, 2005|11:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  energetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | suck you dry by mudhoney | ] |
you know what im going to do tomorrow?
im going to ask out every girl i know, because im sick and tired of being alone :)
anyway
i went to this ice cream place, and its like a popular place and its outside...they have like a lot of unique stuff, so after you order you give your name so when its ready they yell out your name....some 10 year old kid put "Luke Skywalker" and everyone laughed, and he turned to them and he literally said "What the fuck? I am Luke Skywalker and i will chop off your head if you dis-believe me" and then he started yelling at himself...and i was like cracking up and he goes up to me and starts saying "WHAT? YOU WANT ME TO KILL YOU?" i was like "Luke, theres a mental hospital right down that street"...anyway they called my name (Tits, no seriously thats what i call my dog sometimes, so i used it) and everyone was in shock so i just left, haha |
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| KAYLA |
[Jul. 28th, 2005|08:56 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  dirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | plug in baby by muse | ] |
kayla updated my page :) YAY I FUCKIN LOVE YOUUUUUU
anyway so yeah im going to virginia on sunday for the whole rest of the summer to help my dad move there...
im home alone everyday at my dads this week with nothing to do but chill with my dog, haha
i havent showered in 3 days and i havent shaved in 2 weeks :D |
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